So I took the test this morning and of course it was a bfn, as always. I would love, just once, to know what it felt like to get a bfp.
I am feeling really down today, not just because of the bfn. I just feel really emotional and my DH and I have been fighting for the last few days. Which really sucks because we never fight anymore. I just feel lonely because all he ever seems to want to do lately is play in those damn woods. We hardly get to see each other as it is and now he's gone all the time. I am not one of those women who need constant attention from their DH's, in fact we are both highly independant people, which is why we get along so well. It's just we havn't seemed to even talk for days now, and when I tell him how I feel he says he gets it but then he does the same thing the next day.
Blah, hopefully when I wake up I'll feel better.
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Sarah, maybe this is just a phase that you two are going through. my hubs and i go thru the same thing, especially when TTC starts to affect him- he goes on lock down.
ReplyDeleteIm sorry about your BFN, it is still too early, don't give up hope. You will have your month, so will I. ((hugs)) feel better
sorry about the BFN... :-( Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteThanks Resh, it's not even like a phase I just think that I am stressing out and taking it out on him. He loves going out into the woods so why shouldn't he? I just miss him, that's all. And your right we will have our month!
ReplyDeleteRoad- Thanks hun
Awww.. yeah i miss my dh when he goes to his self-defense classes and doesnt get home till 9pm at night! it pretty much affects our BD time too... we only BD on the weekends. For now thats fine, cuz O has fallen on weekends.
ReplyDeleteIf you are trying everything, what about him? is he doing everything optimal to make sure his guys are 100% right on track? from what i see you seem to have a pretty tight schedule.