13DPO

So I am due for AF any day now, I thought she was on her way last night but apparently not. I haven't bothered to test today because, what is the point. I read on babymed that a negative HPT at 12 DPO means you only have a 12% chance of being pg. And considering everything else I just don't see the point of wasting more money then I already am.

I was foolishly reading up on pg statistics today. This is our fifth month of ttc. I read that 50% of couples will conceive within 4-5 months of not using bc. Now that is just not using bc, not trying your f---ing a-- off. Not using OPK's, monitoring CM, CP, charting etc!!!

I went out yesterday and bought myself a bbt thermometer. I have been putting off temping because I just think it would be too hard for me with my crazy schedule, but at this point I will try anything. I am going to use my bff's monitor, I am going to temp, and I am going to put my DH on fertility vitamins. I am going to leave no stone unturned.

I know that this stuff stressses you out and that stress is no good for ttc but I am stressing out anyway, so why not?

I am going to give doing all that two-three months and if that doesn't work I am going to take a break for at least a month.

So come the hell on AF, lets move on to next month already, jeez!