Tuesday, June 30, 2009
9:46, Smoking on the patio
I feel lonely right now. I feel like I'm going through something that other people don't understand. This is harder then I thought it would be, more isolating. I didn't expect to feel a sense of loss every month. I knew it might be hard, but I expected excitement, anticipation, but I didn't expect to feel how I do. I feel like I am letting people down, my mother, grandmother, sister, with every month I don't conceive.
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there are a lot of women that DO understand exactly what you are feeling. i am sorry you feel discouraged right now and i hope you wake up tomorrow with a BFP. good luck and stay positive! it could still happen!
ReplyDeleteSarah, I hope you're ok! We miss you and you know that we're all here for you on BC.
ReplyDeleteI know your feelings exactly. I am so tired of feeling like I am letting everyone down every month!
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