So I waited 3 1/2 hours, the longest 3 1/2 hours ever since I needed to pee so badly. Then I retested with a dollartree test and a first response and they were both negative, no phantom lines at all. This is getting ridiculous, I mean it already was ridiculous, now it is absurd! The more I see negative results the more determined I am to test, it seems. I am nauseous again today, which gets better when I eat most of the time. I just feel pregnant!
When I saw that second line I was beyond excited, I mean apprehensive of course, but excited! I mean, I am not sure if I really believed it, but it gave me hope. I sware that wasn't an evap line because the test had an evap line in a different place as well. It could have been the ink underneath I suppose because it was in a perfect shape but had no color to it. I have heard about that happening on the board before.
The only thing I can think to do is retest tomorrow with FMU and see what happens. I just wish it was the fourth already, I just want to know either way, for sure.
If I am not pregnant this month, something will have to change next month, I can't do this to myself again, I just can't. I feel like I want to cry but the tears wont come. Maybe hope is stopping me, but I think I would feel a lot better if I could just cry and get it out of my system and move on.
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