Saturday, June 27, 2009

8 DPO (possibly 7 DPO)

So I have been testing for the last two days. I know it's too early, but when I went through the charts on ff they had a few people with bfp at 8 DPO. I realize that it is entirely possible that I could still get a bfp, but it seems much less likely to me now. I am just so sad today because I have been having some really great symptoms, and i really try not to pay attention to the symptoms.

Primarily I have been so moody, and not a normal kind of moody, but an uncontrollable PMS kind of moody. I have been snapping at my DH for no reason, which is usually a heads up that my period is coming in the next few days. Then last night at work a through a fit because things weren't going my way and I was too tired to deal with it. That's another thing I have been so tired lately, and hungry. How can I be like this and not be pg? Is the unconscious mind just that powerful?

I am just so tired of looking at that damn stick and only seeing one line!!! I hate those sticks!!! I have peed on probably hundreds of hpt's and never seen the second line, never! Why isn't it my turn yet? What did I do that I don't deserve a baby? I just...I don't know...

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