9-10DPO

So I think I have officially lost my mind! I told myself I was absolutly not going to test today I even refused to but tests so that I couldn't test with FMU today. So of course by 6, my DH and I went to dinner and I made him go by the dollar store so that I could buy more tests. So I took the test and of course bfn. I wrote it in ff and kept staring at it and staring at it. By now I have convinced myself that I see the faintest of faint lines. I have heard about this phenomenon it commenly effects ttc-ers. It is the ability to see lines where none exist. Of course I am holding out hope that it really is there and that I am not a crazy person but I think this may just be my first case of line-ituss!