So after getting my bfn yesterday, I feel better today. AF is knocking at my door, and I have decided to let her in and embrace her with open arms. I am ready to start this all over again. Last month is done, it is already history. I have decided to let go of any lingering doubts about how accurate a blood test could be at 12 DPO, or whether or not the cramps are a sign of the latest ever recorded implantation, or how fertility friend still gives me 39 points. It is as the say a new dawn, a new day, a new light.
I welcome this next month, and I feel good about it. I am going to obsess less, I am going to be positive, I am going to think pregnant, I am going to enjoy BDing with my husband, and I am going to embrace the fact that this will bring us closer.
And I am going to stop making snide comments to myself when I hear somebody else is pregnant!
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Hear, hear! I'm going to try and let some of that positivity rub off on me!
ReplyDeleteI am quite sure that i'll be getting AF sometime in the next 24 hours, but still did a BF test today again! I think I'll keep testing till I get AF....I'm so impatient. Come and hit me already so that I can have a drink!