DPO 5

So I thought yesterday was 5DPO but apparently I was counting my O date as one of those days, so I am 5DPO today. I am getting some strange symptoms today, I am sure that they are nothing...well I AM kinda sure they are nothing. Of course I allow myself a little hope that they could be pregnancy related symptoms. I woke up and my boobs were really sore, this in and of itself is not unusual I get sore breasts a lot as a PMS symptom. I checked my previous month and found that, low and behold, I had the same symptom last month. Although the breast soreness thing happened 4 days before AF last month and I am 8-10 days away from AF this month, so it is a little early. I also became really quite emotional earlier over nothing. My sister didn't want to go shopping with me and my husband didn't want me to borrow his car and I was really hurt...hurt? Doesn't make much sense.

I try to convince myself that it is too early for any kind of symptoms. "Implantation takes 6-10 days" I tell myself, and that is what causes symptoms, the release of HcG. I wouldn't have that this early so why do I keep thinking about it?

I had heard some people talking about this in a chat room the other day. They said you could have symptoms as early as DPO 3. I'm not sure if I believe that though, I mean how could you? I think that it is more likely that these people had phantom symptoms then they turned out to actually be pregnant. Coincidence.

I would love to believe though, it would be great if I could have evidence this early. I am so bad with patience.

Today I am bored, frustrated, and pissy. Not a good combination really. I was thinking about going to get "what to expect when you're expecting". I have been thinking about it for a week though. I want to get it, why shouldn't I get it? I just can't seem to bring myself to buy it. I did buy it once before when my DH had said that we were going to try 2 years ago then never did. When we moved I threw it away.