So I haven't written in a while, I'm not sure why, I haven't been on bbc as much either. I am getting pretty sick of ttc. I really just don't wanna do this anymore. I may take a break next month.
I am getting super irritated with everyone and everything lately, I just have no patience for people. I don't know if the ttcing is making me that way or if this is making me impatient with ttcing???
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Wow, by your posts I figured you've been ttc for years! I was shocked that it's only been a few months. You must REALLY be a type A personality. lol
ReplyDeleteRelax. Have fun. Enjoy sex. It's supposed to be fun, not a lot of work -- at least until the baby gets here. =D
Ha, after I read your post I had to look up "type A personality" and take a test to see if you were right. It told me that I am more of a type A then a type B, interesting.
ReplyDeleteI think that my stress and impatience with this process stems more from the fact that I have been wanting children for so long. I wanted to start ttc about four years ago but I waited unitl my DH was ready too.
SO for the last four years, or maybe even longer I felt the slight disapointment of not being pg every cycle. So now that it is taking longer to concieve then I thought it would it is just hard on me.
I know everybody wants to tell you to "relax" and "have fun" but it is easier said then done. Every month you have to chart so it's not easy to forget. Every month you have to prepare yourself for disapointment, and what's fun about that?
You should try just going with the flow next month. Get rid of all the planning aspects of TTC. IMO, they just stress you out more anyway, and make your body less susceptible to growing a new person. Maybe don't chart for a month, don't use the OPK's, just go with what you feel is right for your body.
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